For some time now, I have felt that I was being tested on a visceral level. Out of nowhere, I am overswept by towering waves of fear and despair.

They can come over me while walking, after meals, in the middle of the night - almost any time.I ask myself what this heavy dark energy is that keeps pummeling me.

Now, at long last, after leaping over many of the physical and emotional hurdles of ascension syndrome symptoms
(described in a previous blog), I am able to share an insight.

Long ago, our human ancestors living in Atlantis and Lemuria were fully conscious. Then came the Annunaki who, as part of their dark experiment, banished us from 5D to 3D. And so we have been for the past 13,000 years. Now, we are awakening. Our RNA/DNA and chakra systems are being adjusted in preparation for the journey back to full consciousness. In the process, our poor bodies are dragged along for the ride, enduring headaches, vibrating pericardia, skin irritations, digestive and kidney issues, blurry vision, fatigue and a whole host of other maladies. At our lowest moments, we can't help but wonder if this process will ever offer some relief!

On a visceral level, part of our awakening entails tapping into the memory of what happened to us when our ancestors were stripped of full consciousness. My guess is that, at this point, we are re-experiencing the anguish those ancient humans felt during that unspeakable loss. On a personal level, I wonder if some of what I feel is species-repressed anger at the monstrous outrage of having full consciousness stolen away.

Simply by realizing that cellular memories can explain on a visceral level what we awakening 3D humans are experiencing, I feel better equipped to grapple with the challenges of our ascension process.

In the meantime, we try to be patient, waiting to finally hear the Announcements and to meet the Galactic Federation, Ascended Masters and our Agarthan cousins.

As a collective, we must hold the intent. Disclosure can't come soon enough for me!

About Marilyn:

In May 2013, my husband passed away. I was ordained the same year. I had already been actively running a church and the congregation had urged me to become a minister. I continue to hold services and be intensely involved in my church, called The Gathering, in Roseville, CA.

As a visionary and entrepreneur, I am honored and blessed to provide a "Spiritual Home" in my community. I value this position, which gives me the earthly responsibility to serve mankind.

My Motto is: "Today is the first day of the rest of your life".

How are you connected to the PAO?

The information we receive from the PAO website has always been extremely significant to those of us "earthlings" who want that connection and confirmation to the Galactic Realm. Now, in 2018, PAO's information is vital, as I know that full Disclosure is upon us. The knowledge I receive from Sheldan and the PAO helps to pave the way for that great welcoming reunion with our galactic community. I look forward to the time when we can finally meet and work with the Galactics, who will bring us the wisdom to make earth the planet it was intended to be.

About Howard:

Howard is a sound healing pioneer. Since 1982, he has created more than 3000 individual sound portraits for people. Howard's specialty is to help people break through their most stubborn blocks. He blends his advanced music training and his intuitive awareness to create music for transformation.

As an empowerment coach, Howard is able to teach people an effective way to reach their goals, combining learning how to do affirmations properly, along with releasing the cellular memory of old traumas.

How are you connected to the PAO?

In 1994, my friend, Miles, was visiting me in L.A. We both love to improvise music, and it was a very special time for us, creatively and energetically. One day, I left a book lying on the guest room bed entitled Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak. It was about the Pleiadians. Miles read the Marciniak book during his stay. Back home, he combed his largest local metaphysical bookstore for other similar books. The book that most caught his eye was You Are Becoming a Galactic Human, and wow! . . . the rest is history.

Whenever Sheldan brings out an update or PAO produces a Webinar I know that Miles is helping with the transcription of the info and putting it into a visual/graphic form. At these moments, I do feel a secret small pride and a little thread of connection to have held an important piece of the puzzle, even behind the scenes. The world is in so much turmoil and the info in an update or newsletter or webinar creates a sense of hope for me. I'm already an optimist, but it is certainly easy to get beaten down just by being in the world. PAO has been a great comfort to me over the years.

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