You know what I'm getting tired of?
People's opinions.
I know. I know. I sound like a grumpy old get-off-my-lawn scrooge. But I don't think it's because I'm so attached to my opinions, or because I dislike people, I think it's the fact that I'm bombarded with so many voices every day.
Status updates, tweets, blogs, podcasts and talking heads seem to be shouting in my ear and taking up space in my heart and mind. I find myself saying, "Did you read that post about..." and "Hey, did you see what whats-his-face updated?" in normal conversations.
In the middle of the Supreme Court's ruling last week and the atrocities in Charleston, I suddenly had a weird thought, "When was the last time I said, 'The Lord has really been showing me so-and-so' or 'I was just reading this verse in the Bible and I've been thinking...'"
I felt like my mind was not my own. Like squeaky wheels and people who like to hear their own voice were spilling out of my mouth! I don't want to regurgitate only what I hear around me. I really want my heart and mind to be a mirror of God's Spirit.
I memorized Psalm 19:14 when I was in 6th grade, "May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer." But it's even more than that. I want my thoughts to be transformed by the renewing of my mind. I want God's thoughts, God's plans, God's heartbreak to be my own. And to do that, I've had to silence a lot of voices around me so I can hear the one Voice I really want to hear.
Switchfoot wrote a song that says,
"If we're adding to the noise
turn off this song
If we're adding to the noise
turn off your stereo, radio, video"
As a blogger and writer, I'm going to be as brave: if I'm adding to the noise in our life, will you turn me off? If there are status updates and notifications on your phone and television shows that just add to the noise in your brain, will you turn them off?
Let's God's voice, God's Words and the gentle whisper of the Holy Spirit be loudest in your heart and mind today!