I might be biased, but I think Dozer the Dozarian was the greatest beast ever to walk the earth. We used to joke that he was really just a flesh sack filled with love. And I believe it was true. The flesh sack is gone, but the love remains.
I tried to feel him the other day, during meditation. I knew I couldn't feel him while grieving, so I called up happy memories and put my tears aside. Soon I felt the oddest sensation filling my heart and spilling out into every cell in my body. The closest I could describe it was like thick, warm honey flowing into me. (Or Dozer Drool, hubby said.)
He's fine. He's reunited with Daisy and Lance's mom, Lee, who adores him as much as we do, and their spirits are romping around this place with us in everything we do. It's only a brief and illusory separation. We'll all be together again when it's time.